刘皓明:瞽者的内明:弥尔顿
Vision of the Blind
John Milton. Works. Ed. Frank Allen Patterson. In 7 vols. NY: Columbia U.P., 1931-38.
1658年,约翰·弥尔顿失明已有六年了。就在这一年,弥尔顿某夜梦有所感,梦见了两年前死于难产的第二任妻子凯瑟琳(Catherine Woodcock)。这个梦成为一个契机,令弥尔顿写下了英国诗史中最著名的一首悼亡诗(Sonnet XXIII, “On His Deceased Wife”):
Methought I saw my late espoused Saint
Brought to me like Alcestis from the grave
Whom Joves great son to her glad Husband gave,
Rescu’d from death by force though pale and faint.
Mine as whom washt from spot of child-bed taint,
Purification in the old Law did save,
And such, as yet once more I trust to have
Full sight of her in Heaven without restraint,
Came vested all in white, pure as her mind:
Her face was vail’d, yet to my fancied sight,
Love, sweetness, goodness, in her person shin’d
So clear, as in no face with more delight.
But O as to embrace me she enclin’d
I wak’d, she fled, and day brought back my night.我想我看到了我新故的结缡圣徒
像阿尔克提那样自坟中领回给我,
犹夫之子将她还给她欣喜的夫君,
以强力从死中救出,尽管虚弱苍白。
我那一位,既已洗净了产床的玷污,
确已由旧的律法里的湔祓拯救了,
而这样一来我便能够再一次信期
在天国里无拘无忌地充分瞻视她
衣以纯白走来,纯洁有如她的心灵。
她的脸遮罩;可于我想象里的目中
爱、甜美、和善良全都闪耀在她身上,
这般明晰,没有哪个面庞更多喜色,
可是,哦!正当她想要拥抱我的一刻,
我醒来,她遁去,白日带回我的黑夜。







我们有三种记忆。第一种是生理上的,此种记忆由血肉形成,并归我们大脑支配。第二种是矿物的,在此意义上,人类已知有两种矿物形式的记忆:数千年前,有以陶板和石碑为载体的记忆,在埃及尤为著名,人们在其上刻下文字。第二种形式则是今日电脑的电子记忆,它以硅为基础。我们还知道另一种记忆,植物形式的记忆,首先是纸莎草纸,在埃及也同样著名,而后便是以纸制成的书。当然,史上最早的犊皮抄本也源自动物的身体,第一张纸也是由兽皮而非木材制成,但我们尽可以不去管它。我这样讲是为了简化植物形式的记忆与书籍的关系。